Over the years, many of you have left comments such as, “Ewww!” or “He’d be cute…without the cigarette,” when I’ve posted pictures of men smoking. Okay, I get it. I agree it’s a vile habit that more often than not leads to cancer and a host of other inevitably terminal health ailments—not to mention the stink it leaves on your clothing. But there’s also something I find undeniably erotic about it as well.

I’ve never smoked—probably in defiance of my mother, who when I announced as a child I had no intention of ever smoking she quipped, “You say that now, but wait until you get older. Everyone smokes,” (it was the 60s after all)—but when I first came out, I was smoking-neutral. I’d have sex with smokers and non-smokers alike.

I don’t know what prompted it, but somewhere around the mid 80s, smoking became an automatic disqualifier for me. Just as if you had no hair on your upper lip—which I readily admit now was incredibly shallow—if I spotted a cigarette in your hand I wouldn’t give you a second glance.

But several years later, that changed. Seeing some hot guy smoking went from being an absolute turn-off to a guaranteed head-turner. I still wouldn’t date anyone who smoked because of that stink, but from a distance and for a brief sexual encounter, it would immediately get my attention.

Maybe it was the Marlboro Man era in which my hormones came into full bloom, or maybe it’s simply an obvious oral fixation (as if you hadn’t noticed I also like pictures of men sucking cock), but whatever the root cause, I find certain photos of men smoking incredibly erotic.

The more you know…