Christians Supporting Trump Aren't Christians

From John Pavlovitz:

"You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means." — Inigo Montoya, The Princess Bride,

The first Christians didn't call themselves Christians.

It wasn't some congratulatory self-identifier as it is today; a way of loudly trumpeting one's own supposed goodness, quickly slapped on Twitter bios and bumper stickers and t-shirts without forethought or personal cost or empirical evidence. It wasn't about a place you visited for an hour on Sunday before Cracker Barrel, either.

The term Christian was originally a designation of the community of people following Jesus, by those outside of it after his death—and it was quite likely a slur; a scarlet letter attached to a marginalized group who'd traded comfy allegiance with Caesar for dangerous devotion to an itinerant Hebrew street preacher from Nazareth.

In the Roman Empire in which it was born, Jesus' movement was fully countercultural; shunning its power and material wealth, breaking its barriers between the important and the inconsequential, fighting the stereotypes of the in and the out. It was a table builder and a wall breaker.

These "little Christs" as they were called, were derided by outsiders because the expansive, diverse, interdependent community they were creating stood in such opposition to Rome's singular trickle down might—and their presence created turbulence there.

Being called a Christian then, meant ridicule and threat and oppression from the Government and the religious leaders. It wasn't a cheap decal one adorned themselves with to declare their own righteousness; it was applied to them by powerful people who despised them.

Trump Christians wouldn't be called Christians by these people, they would be called Romans—and those following Jesus then, wouldn't recognize people supporting this President now, as their spiritual descendants.

There would be no bloodline to trace, no affinities to note, no visible family resemblance.

Christians then, destroyed social barriers between people—they didn't fortify them.
Christians then, welcomed the marginalized and vulnerable—they didn't harass them at school or in hospital rooms or on street corners.
Christians then, healed the sick and fed the hungry and clothed the naked—they didn't resent them for being lazy or making bad choices.
Christians then, pushed back against the corrupt power hoarding wealth—they didn't partner with it.
Christians then, loved their disparate neighbors as themselves—they didn't wall them off and send them away and lock them in cages.

People aligned with a Jesus who said "Let the children come to me and do not hinder them"—would have been fully sickened by families separated at borders.

People connected to a Jesus who said, "You cannot serve both God and money"—wouldn't be overlooking adultery, corruption, and bigotry just to pad their nest eggs.

People synonymous with a Jesus who fed a hillside multitude, not because they were right or saved or moral, but because they were hungry—wouldn't recognize a "pull yourself by your own bootstraps" callousness toward those in need.

People associated with a Jesus who touched lepers and healed the blind and bleeding—wouldn't be able to comprehend believers who penalized people for preexisting conditions or made staying alive a financial death sentence.

Most of all, people connected to Jesus they weren't tripping over themselves to publicly claim their Christlikeness. Other people decided that.

People currently supporting this President can label themselves any way they want.

They can imagine themselves sanctified while perpetuating something that far more resembles Caesar of Rome than Jesus of Nazareth.

They can try and retrofit Jesus' Christianity to the bloated, self-aggrandizing, malevolent Empire they're currently wallowing in.

They can try and bastardize Jesus expansive' "For God so loved the world" purpose statement, into a walled-off, gated community "America First" rally slogan.

They can even preach the angry gospel of white nationalism and contempt for outsiders—and call themselves Christian while doing so.

But no one in the time of Jesus would be calling them Christian.

Not the Romans.
Not the Christ followers.
Most of all, Jesus.

The first Christians were labeled Christians, because they emulated Christ—in all his compassionate, kind, loving, healing, welcoming, border-breaching, barrier-busting goodness.

These folks emulate someone antithetical to all of it.

Technically speaking of course, given the origins of the word, none of us should claim to be Christian—but if we're going to, we should at least seek some spiritual synergy.

They may be self-identified Christians, but from the outside the title is suspect.
They aren't "Little Christs"
They aren't "followers of the Way."
They aren't even Evangelicals.

They are "Little Trumps."

In that God of arrogance and greed and enmity, they truly trust.

Things Have Changed

I remember it being so much easier when I was still in the architectural profession. It was a career where you had something physical to show prospective employers to prove you knew what you were doing. I can't remember a single instance of walking into an interview with a roll of drawings and not walking out with a job offer.

Being in I.T. is different. There's nothing tangible to show. Now it's all play-acting and answering hypothetical troubleshooting questions, none of which you can actually prepare for. The one thing I've learned over the years however, is a demonstrated enthusiasm for the job you're shooting for.

When I think back on the jobs in I.T. that I've gotten (or almost gotten), it was my genuine enthusiasm for the particular role that I feel erased any blundering answers to technical questions. Being able to show that you know how to deal with difficult customers is also a big plus.

I applied for a blind "I.T. Specialist" job yesterday on indeed.com. This morning I received an email from a local architectural firm saying they're very interested in interviewing me.

That one got me out of bed.

The only thing I can see as exciting as going back into the healthcare industry would be returning to an architectural design firm.

I have a Skype interview scheduled with them tomorrow.

Organizing

As I've written before, I confess I'm more than just a bit of a digital hoarder.

I have a 500 GB drive in my laptop. 500 GB should be more than enough for anyone these days—unless you're editing feature-length CGI motion pictures. If you are doing that sort of work, you shouldn't be doing it on a laptop (despite what Apple would have you believe).

Just sayin'.

Whenever I get a new laptop (or am forced to transfer my data off and back on during a repair), I don't actually go through stuff before that happens; much like when you physically move and just toss stuff in another box that should be thrown out.

Because of that, I have documents and data from twenty years ago. Records of things I don't own, don't care about, and don't need. I noticed the other day I had "only" 80 GB free on my drive.

It was time to do some housecleaning.

I know I didn't want to just get rid of everything. It had to be curated and moved to an external drive. Trouble was, I already had an "Archive" drive that was full of crap already. My folder structure had also changed considerably since I set up that archive drive so it wouldn't just be a matter of dragging folders. No, this was going to require getting down and dirty and pretty much going through everything.

I finished the project up last night. I had removed nearly 200 GB from the main drive and completely reorganized the folders on the archive drive and eliminating duplcates on the archive.

The only problem was this morning I realized that at some point I had deleted a folder completely that I wanted to keep. (I'm not surprised. I was working on this until nearly 2 am.) Of course, in my anal-retentiveness I had long since emptied the trash on not only the main drive but also the old archive drive and the new archive. This morning (before I realized what was missing) I overwrote my existing Carbon Copy clone of the main drive.

D'oh!

No problem, I thought. My backup routine includes not only a Carbon Copy clone, but also a regular backup to a Time Machine on our home network. I fired up time machine and…discovered that my Pictures folder HAD NOT BACKED UP SINCE APRIL.

Everything else was there. Pictures was not.

What the fuck, Apple? I mean seriously. WHAT THE FUCK.

"It just works." My ass it does.

I checked Time Machine settings, and Pictures was not, in any way, excluded from the backup routine.

(If you use Time Machine I would seriously consider taking a moment to verify that none of your top-level folders are missing from your backups.)

Since I obviously can't rely on Time Machine any more, I should probably get another Carbon Copy clone drive going and alternate them on a daily basis.

Now the missing folder wasn't anything that I'd go into a suicidal funk over if I couldn't get back; it was just several years of screenshots off the television…but I wanted them back.

I sighed, took a deep breath, and restored most recent "TV Screencaps" folder that the Time Machine had. It obviously didn't contain everything, but it was better than what had transferred from the original archive drive.

I located a file restore utility called Magoshare on the interwebs this afternoon. Almost every application I ran across that claimed to be able to restore deleted files would list them, but if you actually wanted to restore thm, you'd have to cough up anywhere between 70 and 100 bucks. Not in my budget at the moment. Magoshare on the other hand, would let you restore up to 500 MB for free, and I couldn't imagine that I had anywhere near that much still missing. I haven't done anything to my original external archive drive, so I knew the data was still there; it just wasn't indexed. Magoshare has been humming away for the last six hours locating every erased file on the drive. It still hasn't found the folder in question, but I'm not surprised. The progress bar is about a third of the way across (currently having found 400,000 files) and it's telling me it's going to be another four hours before it's finished scanning.

Tomorrow morning, if the missing folder or its contents aren't found, I'm going to take it as a sign from on high to simply move on…

UPDATE:

It's time to move on.

Music for These Times

I discovered The Acid by way of HBO's Sharp Objects and its use of some of their music in the soundtrack. Ambient, moody…it seems to be a perfect soundtrack for my life—and the entire country's for that matter—these days.

I'm Throwing This Out There…

…to the universe again, because you'll never get what you want if you don't know what you want—and this forces me to specify exactly what that is.

Ideally, I want to work for a small company (approximately 250 employees or less).

I don't want to be the sole I.T. guy, but I wouldn't mind being the sole person responsible for—as one of my old supervisors used to say—everything on this side of the wall. I want someone else (and I don't care if I report to him or not) taking care of the servers, the routers, the goddamned wiring, dealing with the vendors…in short, everything on that side of the wall.

A Mac shop would be nice, but not an absolute requirement.

A relaxed, jeans-and-polos-as-appropriate attire environment would be great.

I also want the typical benefits that used to be a standard package given to you when employed: health insurance that doesn't bankrupt you if something goes wrong, paid holidays, sick leave and two weeks' paid vacation.

If I can find all that, the salary is flexible, but nothing less than $45K a year.

And a bit of positive feedback from my supervisors might be nice too. In short, someplace where I'd be reasonably happy until I retire.

Is that asking so fucking much?

Back to Work…or NOT!

I woke up today with the intention of writing a quick post on how the employment gods had finally smiled upon me and that I'd be returning to work on Monday for a 2-month gig that paid nearly twice my usual salary. As part of a team of 8 technicians, I'd be enrolling clinicians in a single-sign-on software solution across one of the larger hospital systems in Phoenix.

Earlier this week I'd gone through the initial orientation webinar, and just this morning I completed the online training. I was looking forward to meeting my new teammates and getting back to work after nearly six weeks of unemployment.

And then a call came this afternoon from the recruiter at the agency I was working with on this.

"Do you want the good news or the bad news?"

"Just give it to me."

"I hate to deliver this news, but Cerner has convinced [name of hospital system] that they could install their own product for less money and to terminate the contract with [software provider]."

"This never happens. But…[software provider] is going to pay all of you for 72 hours work since you already started the process."

I knew this gig was too good to be true, but at the same time, 72 hours at the previously agreed-upon rate is nearly an entire month's salary at my previous job, so while it won't allow me to completely pay off my credit cards like I'd be able to do at the expected full 256 hours over the course of this gig, it will at least allow me to get caught up on everything else. All that remains is for them to determine if it will be dispersed as a simple single severance or as one or more regular paychecks. I'll know more Monday.

Curiously, I'm laughing at this. It's one of those instances when the universe it has a wicked sense of humor and I can't help feeling all this is happening for a positive reason. I can almost hear the gears turning.

In other employment news, my friend Cindy and her husband Matt—for whom I've been doing freelance Mac support over the years—have decided they need a website for Matt's business. When I first heard of this months ago I pushed this task off on Cindy's nephew because I honestly didn't have the skillset to set up a full e-commerce website, but in the interim I learned all they wanted was a basic site to advertise the business and show off Matt's work. That I could do—in WordPress, no less—so about a week ago since there'd been no progress on that front, I suggested that I take over the task since the nephew hadn't done anything beyond registering the domain, securing a host, and throwing up a basic landing page.

They agreed wholeheartedly, so I've started building the new site. They also want me to some business cards so they can hand them out to their friends…

 

I Am Incorrigible

As I wrote on my Instagram post of this pic, "Sometimes I'm not just incorrigible, I'm FUCKING incorrigible. Damn, Daddy! (Proves it's worth it to sometimes share your table at Starbucks!)"

Oh, We Understand Them Just Fine

From John Pavlovitz:

I think it's time to stop saying that we need to understand these people. I think we do understand them:

We understand that they have dug in their heels so deeply, they will not be moved by anything. We understand that there is no political scandal massive enough, no President's Tweet reckless enough, no legislation predatory enough to alter their allegiance. We understand that the past two years of viciousness and ineptitude haven't tempered their passions but inflamed them. We understand that the image of an angry white, American male God is so burned into their brains, that they see no conflict with a religion devoid of love or a world absent diversity or a theology made of malice.

We understand that infidelity, dishonesty, obscenity, and cruelty are no longer liabilities to those they would have lead them. We understand that the FoxNews poison has so fully circulated through their systems that truth is no longer necessary. We understand that [to them] white supremacists in the Cabinet and Russian infiltration in our elections and children separated from their parents are acceptable collateral damage to winning. We understand that their capacity to rationalize away human rights atrocities now borders on complete delusion.

THIS. IS. EPIC.

To paraphrase Matthew Rettenmund (where I found this):

Fuck this inbred monstrosity and everyone who sympathizes with her. We do not need to understand these racists, bigots, and Trump voters in general—we need to shine a spotlight on them like cockroaches and outnumber them at the polls like we do IRL.

I loved how this bitch had no response when she was told to go back to Europe.