A random thought…
TBH, there are times I miss being viewed as a sexual outlaw by society. Now that teh ghey has gone mainstream, and LGB—if not quite T yet—folks and our relationships are accepted in at least the blue and purple areas of the country and almost every television show has gay characters these days (even if it's obvious pandering), the thrill of being different in the sea of the commonplace is gone.
I know it's a generational thing, and I accept that.
There's always turning into a leather daddy if you want that outlaw thrill back. 😉